Dependent.

I doubt that you know what is independent.

You depend on others , how are you going to live on without the 'others'?

I have been slowing stopping myself from telling the truths and things i wouldn't want everybody to know from you.

Regrets , i shouldn't told you what that can't be told.

Me , i'm one of them like you, i do regret.

I'm willing to change but the problem is i scared that you wouldn't want to accept.

I did not dare to pick up the courage to apologise.

A LOSER, Big loser indeed.

Ytd is a day out with Chelsi and Natalie.

Met tiffany at KFC, Natnatlim kept on disturbing Teethfanny.

Laugh like mad because i have ate KFC meal.

Today,

NatnatLim came to my house at 12.55pm

she went for her Nehball and me went for the parent meeting.

Met Teethfanny at the bubble tea shop .

she came my house to wait for natnatlim.

We are soooo random, After natnatlim's Nehball training , we went gym.

Before heading to Gym , we ate at Gekpoh' KFC!

KFC again! NO ! If i have eaten KFC meal i will laugh like a mad women over small things for hours.

NO MORE KFC MEALS FOR YEOTINGJUN ANYMORE!

If you're out for meals with yeotingjun , Please don't go to the KFC.

You will regret for sure.

Regrets.

I've regret on what i've done .

Regret not listening to you.

Scars, is the consequences of not listening to others

and being so stubborn.

Ms Tan , i've understand what you mean by others will look at

me by a different angle and i will looked embrassed infront of my

futures friends. And the scars will make me remember all the bad memories.

You said , when you grow up one day in the future you will regret.

I bet you don't have to wait till that day to let me realised i am wrong.

I finally knew what you have meant.

Today is a rainy day in the afternoon.

LOL.

Assembly is boring.

English was fun.

Recess is the time for creative ideas.

We bought tapes to tape our phones to our legs.

Chelsi says macham those policewomens which hides their gun.

LOL.

Science lesson, we found out that Ms soo is pregnant because the whole class is

focusing on her tummy and not her. she begin to laugh and crap more with the class.

Went east coast in the afternoon.

Cycled. Makan-ed. Bused.

Slacked . Homed.

Sorry for those unglam pictures.

Tag me!

I don't want to lose you as you're my close friend which is willing to go

through anything with me. I will lose my laughters for sure without you.

My nonsense thought will became lesser without you.

Nobody is going to accompany me to stand outside the class.

Nobody is going to finish my MnM without leaving a single one for me.

Nobody is going to lock the toilet doors without me .

Nobody is going to accompany to toilet more than 3 times a day in school.

I don't want you to go.

I will cry like hell if you're gone.

Utterly dissapointed.

You don't trust me at all.

You have over-reacted.

A word that describes you , Sensitive.

Well, time heals everything.

Give me time and everything will be back to normal.

Forget it, i don't blame you.

Thanks to Natalie, she have came to my house to

accompany me(:

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Happy Halloween!

Retards:X

Obviously , wanxuan love th female statue

more than any of us.

Because she have th advantage,

she could touch anywhere she likes.

More photos at auntie kiong(qiuyun)'s blog(:

Do not grieve over th past for it is gone.

she will always be a part of your memory .

she will be very bliss to have someone like you

to be her close ones. i believe she will still love you

no matter where she have gone to.

Sensitive & Unreversable.

You're too sensitive.
Obviously you don't have trust in me.
Before you deny please ask yourself first.
Sensitive like natalie's TOUCH screen phone .
I said your phone so sensitive, she replied sensitive then called touch screen mahh.
I still have th mood to joke. World biggest joke man!
A sad girl that almost cried on her way home with a broken heart would joke.
I bet you don't know that my eyes are filled with tears.
I know that you're sad, what can i do? when you don't even bother about me.
You're th first one to make me upset and cried.
Maybe you will be th first one to ask me for break.
Maybe you will feel honoured to be th first one th do those things to me.
What you've done is done , it can't be reverse.
Its just like a glass thrown onto th ground and breaks into small pieces.
I'm not worthy for you to spent time on , go and accompany your friends.

Invaild,

HAPPY FIRST MONTH TO :
Baby & MSS.
Today meet Xiaozhu at jp,
Ate . she pei-ed me walk around JP.
Natalie joined us and soon Qiuyun and michelle.
After awhile qiuyun and michelle went to Bangla park.
Xiaozhu stayed at Ken's shop.
Left me and natalie .
we walked around Jp,
then went to ken's shop crapped.
Auntie natalie Laugh like mad.
LOL.
then bought apple pie.
Headed to gekpoh.
Walked around.
Looked and ran like two mad womens.
find him.
Natalie went home with me.
Then send her down.
Slacked then Photo taking time.
Sent natalie to bus stop then yuankiat alighted from th bus.
I told him to send natalie to the bus stop .
He is VERY kind to send natalie to th bus stop okay .Then homed again.

Forgiveness.

Late for school today.
Escaped from punishment.
Watched incredible tales in Com lab during D&T.
Creepy.
Followed by Recess.
Science , BORED..
History !
We didn't do anything linked to history.
Math go through papers.
I'm happy to know that i've passed by
1 mark.
Ya, 1 MARK , maybe you will feel that i'm crazy .
I'm happy because i passed by 1 mark.
which means i get 51 marks for math.
One word , PATHETIC.
After school , went for PE assignment.
Ms O did not take us but Mr lim.
SO happy can!
Aftermath , i went to Michelle 's house.
then Homed .
BYE.

Heart broken.

I went to visit ahma on monday.

Th moment i heard that ahma went to th hospital i start to become worried.

Ahma came back at th afternoon, i saw her arm bandaged.

My heartached upon seeing ahma's

arm and her facial expression was showing how pain is her arm.

Her arm was dislocated and factured. Ahma get well soon(:

Today we went for amazing race at th singapore river.

On th way there , Qiuyun and me was taking photos(:

th Race was not AMAZING at ALL! Haahha.

BORED AND TIRED through out th race until break time!

we went for Mc, thn bused back to Ww.

Natalie then accompany me home.

We done many mixture to a cup of lemon tea.

LOL. But th lemon tea tasted good okay!

went back school for Badminton.

then homed.

I felt that i'm that idiot who gets emotional at times but

i'm not that type who cry in a corner or neither infront of everyone.

i'm heart broken to see ahma's groaning in pain .

i'm heart broken to see you upset purely because of your results.

i'm heart broken to see your messages which told me how sad you are.

TO: 19.01.09

I felt sad upon seeing your going-to-cry face.

Don't feel sad because of your result .

Where is that Cheerful, Crazy , Machine gun like mouth that all th craps came out that make me laugh loudly , girl have gone?

what is so important?

I know i have done better and pass my papers.

But you're so upset sitting down there with no mood.

I rather i fail all my papers and accompany you if you retain.

I believe that will not help , if i want you to be happy and smiling because you pass your papers i should revise and study with you.

I failed as a Friend.

TO : XJL

Don't be sad , we're not together because fate don't allow us to.

Besides that, i'm attached.

Ignorance.

Meet Duatao (Natalie) at 3.40
a very weird timing.
cabbed to gekpoh as we are melting under the
hot sun.
Met raymond , Qiuyun and Michelle.
Went to Kfc because Natalie stomach is empty.
Raymond , Qiuyun and Michelle joined us after Natalie have eaten.
Sat at the benches discuss how to celebrate Michelle's birthday.
Qiuyun and Michelle laugh loudly because i said a wanted a bbq
party and i have only left $4 .
Indeed funny. Walked to Prime supermart.
We walked a corner where there are many tissues boxes
with air-con. Raymond sat on the tissues box and they went FLAT.
Slacked. Headed to GP lan slacked.
Michelle , Qiuyun and raymond went home at 6.30
Left Natalie and me.
On music , plug in th speakers.
Natalie and me laughed loudly as a lot funny things happen.
Such as
her baoya
My leg hit the metal.
i choked a bubble tea pearl.
Her waaaah waaah and waaaah.
Went home at 7.55
Ciaooooooooo(:

Zero days , Zero hope.

GREAT NEWS!
th world is going to end on december 12 , 2012.
Haahha, i'm soooo happy over "my death date."
i have been wanting to end my life soon.
(:
but , nevermind 3 years more!
everybody shall die together!
Evil Laughs.
"Earthquakes would rock every continent, massive tsunamis would inundate coastal cities. It would be the ultimate planetary catastrophe."
Once every 25,800 years, the sun lines up with the center of our Milky Way galaxy on a winter solstice, the sun's lowest point in the horizon.
Sounds like those old folk tales ...
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20091011/twl-lt-mexico-apocalypse2012-1be00ca.html

I will soon delete my blog or left it died here.
(:
byebye.

我不喜欢您。

i don't like you!
i don't like you , although you're someone
close to me .
i don't like you , although i'm not close to you.
i don't like you , although you're a friend to me.
your attitude sucks th most (:
This is what you call a friend?
Ya, a friend indeed.
you have money , "that friend of yours" will be with you.
No money , 'that friend of yours' will try to stay away from you
as far as possible.
--- i shall end everything here(: ---
P.s don't forget what you have said.
- Going out to meet natalie later on.(:

Limited Tolerance.

Happy belated birthday ,
RAYMOND!
Celebrated raymond birthday on 5th october.
Bought "CDs" ERHEM: bought a small cake , whipped cream.
celebrated at FICO.
We went sooo crazy can?
i shall post th pictures tmrw , tired):

Today , went safra , studied.
we played catching with th security guard .
Haaaha ! fun indeed.
then went to gekpoh find BF!
HEHHEEH! I want GOAT MILK!
hoho! My bf have got milk!
he don't allow me to squeeze his goat milk out!
haaahha over crazy.
Byebye(;

Today was th Sec 4 & 5 Graduating Ceremony,
One word after th ceremony FUN!
Although Ms soo was there, to stop 1D from making noise.
If there is a Entertaining video award i would have chosen 4E!
Th video i enjoyed th most.
LOl.
after school, went home.
Showered thn i went fico.
Find qiuyun .
Baby & yuankiat came to find me !
thn we went to gekpoh Bbc--> Gp lan. ---> bbc.
At th lan , i wanted to sleep a lot man!
soooo bored.
joined 3 chairs together and wanted to lie down.
But soooo awkward sia!
baby warned me not to lie down .
Laughs!
headed to bbc w/Baby, Yuankiat , Aben , Jeff.
played candle awhole thn go home le.
Byebye(: