Alive!

My blog is once again alive . (:
I spend my time happily at St James on Thursday
but some ass don't allow me to go clubbing ):
And xiaozhu & co. forgotten to take photo. Argh.
Its was fun after all. Catching 'How to train
your dragon' tomorrow. (: Meeting my Darling
tomorrow and I'm going to throw my bi aside .
If he saw this I think he is going to
tie me up already. haha.


I think i failed badly as a girlfriend to you.
I didn't accompany you when you need me the
most and left you alone. I still have the mood
to enjoy myself while you're upset. I didn't
did what I promise, I break my promise again
and again but you trusted me. All i can do now

is to be good girl in school. But its okay for me

to bully and abuse my boyfriend. haha.

Unhappy.

I'm unhappy , Very unhappy.
I don't like going home , I bet both of you regret giving birth to me.
I only add on to troubles, so I'm not going back.
You report me missing , its okay . I wouldn't be so stupid to stay out late
and wait for police to bring me back to the lock up. You said i only know how to stretch my hand out for money , i want to work you don't allow me to work.
Just purely because you said i can't concentrate well on my studies and my job now is only to study well. But I'm not satisfied with what i have now and you said you don't have so much to give me. Someone did say something that makes sense , don't ask what you parent have given you , ask yourself what have you given to your parents. I did ask myself , so I said i want to work so they don't have to give me anything but i know i gave them a lot of trouble . I just want to give them lesser trouble so I'm not going back . I'm running away from everything , it maybe temporary only . At least Ive time of my own , unlike at home . I want to be alone for a few hours they don't allow , they will knock the door and get things they want , check what am i doing , worst of all sit down there doing nothing in my room and said want to stay in my room. I teared you said i shed crocodile tears and i pretend to be good and nice. Other parents will still be heart broken upon seeing them cry , i guess you'll not. You said i hate you , i never . Maybe its just that you hate me and want to assume i hate you too. To those that are worried : Please don't bother to look for me , its just wasting your time , even you saw me you can't do anything , if i wanted to run , i will not go back.
To that silly guy , I'm upset because you landed in hospital because of me .
I'm touched by what you did , at least i still know you care. Thanks. Takecare and don't bother about me anymore.

Blank mind.

Can time rewind? I've no goals and aim at all. I felt so aimless
and useless. With no goals and aims ahead , my days just past day by day.
Now a days , i use to spent time on thinking what i want. But end up , Nothing.
I'm totally sank into what i'm thinking of and i can spent 30 mins on that. Maybe thats day dreaming , I do that very often like an idiot. The days without him is getting better day by day but not forgetting him.
Bye.

Limitation.

W-zone tournament is going on and i'm happy!
I'm going to play with teck whye sec tommorow. (:
I'm currently doing my homework and posting .
I'm good girl okay! Things are getting worst in school and i HATE school.
Blah blah.. Bye bitchass.

If you know what have recently happened to me , don't ask if I'm okay . I'm just irritated by that . No offence. (: Everyday is just home, school , home. Boring okay! But its will be fun having Kqy + exit pass. If have Kqy , its useless . Haha. Joking only.
I can say that school life is getting fun . But no matter how fun , I still hate my Mt teacher ttm. I wrote a letter to Kqy , the words are from my bottom of my heart . I wrote it when i 'm sad , end up Kqy tells me she felt sad and touched. HAHA! That's show that i can express my feelings through words and I'm good writer! haha. A very bad news , i need to go for counselling again! Just because of my hand. ARGH .Bye.

School sucks ttm!

I dislike the teachers , I hate the school rules.
Some of the teachers are kind and friendly , like my friend.
Some sucks ttm! Meeting Ms O tmrw because my hair . Attire problem again.
Draw circles during lessons , PERFECT circle . Wanxuan says , only idiots can draw perfect circle. I drew one out and wrote "Only idiots can draw PERFECT circle. Ps , I'm one of them." My world is going upside down. Ciao~

New year.

Everything that happened in last year , no matter its a good or bad memories.
Let the past be gone. Look forward to the days ahead . I believe it will be a better year.

Countdown at vivo with Natalie , Joyce and Xiaozhu. I only remember buying cigg and vodka then went outdoors countdown then headed to sentosa. Drink and smoked while walking with that Sexy bitch , Joyce. There are kind Samaritan who drove us to palawan beach instead of spending a hour to reach there. Searching for Daoxian high and low. Xiaozhu said that i was drunk. But its okay , the worst of all is that i kept on shouting. Joyce have no choice but to kiss me . I rinses my mouth like mad. I became awake and starts talking to boyfriend on phone. Natelie and joyce left at 3 .
Walk across the brigde. I was pestering them for vodka.

Daoxian , that haopengyou of mine then pass me a bottle of vodka. Finally , i have one big bottle to myself. I drank a few mouth of it and his friend took it away. I continue smoking , i didn't know that natalie phoned my boyfriend. He arrived after awhile. I was once awake at 4 plus and realise i left one stick of cigg. I finished 3/4 of the whole packet of cigg. Slacked and met daoxian for awhile . Left sentosa , trained to jp , breakfast , fairprice. Went xiaozhu house took my stuff , went home showered and slept.

Live on.

I spent this few days with a 16 years old kid and xiaozhu. Its quite fun okay. (:
Watch The treasure hunter during x'mas eve with baby , his friends and xiaozhu. Me and xiaozhu countdown in the cinema and she got so excited when it turns 12. Ran out of the cinema at 1 plus to catch the last train. Slacked and went home.
Ciao~
Happy first month baby!
Thanks for tolerating my nonsense . Although i broke my promise , again and again you let the matter go. I'm also sorry that I'm not there when you need someone to accompany .

Don't be sad and think back about her. You must have be prepared.
You will not get back the same amount of love you gave to her unless she
truly love you. I'm sure a person like you will find a better person then her.
I don't understand you much , but i understand what is pain. Stay happy man!
To that goondu. (:

Please ,in the name of whoever father please make jason kong shut up.
Haha. He is repeating the same thing for so many times.
Going crazy.

Reality.

I'm rotting at home .
Nowhere to go .

Bored . My Daidai went to church because she said she
want to step one holy.
Bored die.
Bye.

My boyfriend is JASON KONG.
He complained that i don't want to let people know his name.
He is that Small Eyes Fish.
(:
I went out with my father today , suppose to get a new phone.
But forget. Nevermind.
Ciao~

.

I'm currently doing rebonding.
I regret doing rebonding sia. I told my mother i don't want my hair
to be short yet end up like don't what shit.
Regret bodoh. Then tell me she is cutting V shape .
Then now telling me no link things. Such as monkey ,Caucasian , Crazy.
I seriously don't what shit will my hair end up like.
WASTED.

Conceited.

Yesterday , i went out with Sef and jesmond .
A happy day with bad ending.
I seriously don't know what century is my parent living in.
Their reaction is like how a farmer living in the alikuku dynasty when they saw a engine car.
Then quarrelled all the way from jurong east till jurong west .
Then tio scratch. After that, talked on phone with Sef .
I went to sleep aftermath.

Waiting.

SI NATALIE LIM!
WAKE UP!
I hate her man. She promise me to go Bugis and Ion.
Fuck her man. GAHHH!
Si daidai. Nevermind.
That Pig keep haolian because she is going to have a new bag from a blogshop.
Plus , i gave her the money to buy . -.-
I don't want her liao lahh . I go shopping with my Eeyore once he got his pay.
Bye.

Giving up.

I'm back , I'm actually came back on Thursday.
Went out with xiaozhu & Eeyore these few days.
Went movie with Eeyore and Nicholas.
He spout a lot of nonsense and make me laugh.
End up i cough like mad.
Today went to clinic with chelsi & my maid.
Then went to dhoby ghaut with xiaozhu for interview.
Ate. Met Eeyore and Nicholas at Lot 1.
Walked around. Saw Alex working at Action city.
Slacked then trained home. Talk to SEF then talked to Eeyore afterwards.
I'm currently very sad. I don't wish to type anymore.
Or else some small eyes kuku will say i hide things from him.
I'm going to continue on my P. blog.
Bye.

Stucked.

I'm currently at Malaysia , I'm going to be stucked here for two weeks .
Without messages and call I'm going to be bored to death .
Plus sleeping at 10pm every night.
And poof! MY HOLIDAYS ARE GONE!
I'm going to spend two lifeless weeks here , playing poker EVERYDAY!
Getting injuries here and there. Well , at least there's a computer.
SAVE ME ! I think my passport is with my mother in S'pore.
People , do miss me .
Bye.

NATALIE LIM DON'T WANT ME ALREADY!
Because she have sy already, i must find ways to get rid of sy!
LOL. I must becareful or she will be chasing after me with a chopper.
Abandoned girl. Sy says i'm a noisy kid. ): Arghh!

Heartless.

Church > Home.
W/ Laopengyou . (:
We walked home again from church.
I wasn't feeling well , coughing like mad.
I suspected have dengue. LOL.
Meeting Natalie later.
Bye.

If you can't afford to suffer then don't bother to waste time on me.
You said all i need was my friends , if that is the case , i wouldn't need you.
I hate the way you shows your attitude to me.
Heartless.

SICK.

I'm sick ! gahhh!
i think i'm not going to sentosa , wavehouse.
Sad case. so sudden sia!
Anyway, NATALIE LIM & HOULINHUI is both back from camping.
*BIG BIG SMILE.*
Houlinhui is down with fever. Me too.
I was wondering , if i visit her tomorrow what will happen.
I got disease A , Linhui got disease B
After meeting each other , we both get transmit by each other.
Then there will be a new Disease , disease AB .
I told her that ,she says don't think too much.
Argh.
BYE.